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Monday, August 29, 2016

I Am Music







I am music, lost in life's passion; I am the portrait, scarred with the colors of rage.......I am both living stone; and written page; created across separate realms, to live in many ways: many lives.......all at the same time.......perhaps, throughout all time........

I saw a time,
When all voices
Rejoiced together
.......alive.......
In the music of creation,
Singing the song,
As if it was our very own

I have been chosen for a banquet; and crushed in a cup.......alive in a kingdom; and dead in the dust.......pursued, nurtured, and developed.......living a creativity that is both me; and beyond me.......entwined, surrounded, and enveloped.......His light in me.......changing form.......like a life storm.......shimmering.......in the flash..............glowing warm.......a meteor swarm.......phenomenal!

Sunday, August 28, 2016

Timeless Moments






approaching the hour of living dusk,
we are reminded of the patterns of
our timeless moments;
like cycles of birth and death.......
like images of laughter, and pain
scattered as living seed
across the confluence of time and eternity,
merging, in the endless flow
of all moments that have died
swallowed, in a race to save time.......
or spend time.......
or slow time.......
or find time.......
every moment,
reaching out of the silence,
depending on what has passed before:
the living and the dead.......
alive in the moment.......
only moments apart.

Saturday, August 27, 2016

By the River


walking down by the river,
i hear a melody
in slow and soft inflections
beckoning me back.......
the intoned vibrations of the journey
speak to me of life.......a life
singing new worlds into existence.

there is a music
alive in the sonic and lyrical response
of the living soul
trying to locate himself
to understand.......to see.......
and to know, once again
that sense of wonder and beauty.

in subtle whispers and quiet tones
we create a place.......
a map in songline within the heart
slowing to a soft spoken incantation
evoking that moment of eternity;
reconnecting us to feel and touch, and
learning the paths by singing them as we walk.

Article:







Believers today are in the midst of an identity crisis; infiltration, persecution, and gang stalking have left many fractured, and frantically searching for answers.......and they have found many.......yet, they are searching in all the wrong times. There are those who enshrine the early church, searching for some early historical message; trying to set up some personal carbon copy of first century purity.......others go further, trying to add Torah and Jewish culture to their spiritual to-do list.......and for others, this still isn't backward looking enough; they want to crawl back to the womb of humanity; they want to go back to Eden.......yet when they get there they find only the same blank stare looking back at them; that they saw in the beginning of their search.
The problem that they run into is that God's redemptive plan was never centered on Adam, the Jew, or the early church.......it is centered on the person of Jesus Christ, and Him alive in us; right now.......and because of this, His plan is centered now, squarely on you and me.......His lambs, in all times.......and in each of us; in all our time, He is always on the move.......new within us, in every moment. Regardless of our times; in His moment, we are always standing in the great now of God's good will for us.
Beyond dredging up the past for a sense of direction; there is also a form of Christian fortune telling that has become commonplace among believers and groups.......trend watching has become a rising tide, and ministries everywhere are changing formats, redisigning their identities, and pandering to the surrounding culture.......not based upon the movement of the Spirit, or a prophetic word.......but rather, just trying to guess at, and grab ahold of future trends, to keep their heads above water.......once again, giving up God's investment in the here and now; to seek their direction in faddism, mental gymnastics, and the thoughts of men.......and if you are not obsessing over the current fad of the week; you are stubbornly living in, and yearning for that someday of the Lord.......when He will return to rescue you, and set all things right.......thus saving your ass in your own time, rather than building you up, in His moments of now.......you wait for the day, and sing songs about the clouds being rolled away; while watching and praying for the antichrist on the nightly news to give meaning to your lives.......as you shout, 'He is coming here, He is coming there.......He is coming soon.......when all the while, our Lord's words were that no man would know the day or the hour.......understand, my friends, these were words of freedom from the times of men; and from men trying do design their own times.......He was telling us to put away the crystal ball, and come to Him.......now.
Our Lord understood that worrying about tomorrow doesn't do much good for anyone.......because, for us, the data is never all in.......there are endless variables, and limitless possibilities beyond us, that we cannot imagine.......in fact; if we are walking, now, with the God of all things are possible, we can always expect, only the unexpected. In other words, we have, for the most part, no idea of what God has in store for the next moment.......thus, worrying about the future is, at best, an exercise in futility. Our hope, and our life, comes in laying aside our fear of what may be, and living in the what is, thus releasing ourselves into the always present hands of our Lord.......who summed all of this up in those words, 'Let tomorrow worry about itself;' for we are called to live in the eternal now of God.
Tomorrow is too late for anything, and he who sees his help and salvation in tomorrow shall continually fail and fall today.......only that which is done now remains; that which is to be done tomorrow never appears. It is wisdom to leave that which has not arrived, and to live in that which is.
My friends, all of our Lord's efforts, the entirety of His work in the world.......and in us.......is enacted, for us, in the present moment.......in fact, this now, is the instrument of God's design to cut through the bonds of time that so easily ensnare us.......it is also His purpose as well; that He might open our eyes to the joy set before us.......now.......and to the Kingdom that is within us.......now.......He is always drawing and calling us to live in His right-nowness. We, as believers, cannot afford to dismiss this truth that there is an eternal present in which we live.......this same eternal present, within His eternal now, is the only space in which your life can unfold.......as a matter of fact, it is the only real place of life itself.......and, for all of us, it is the only real moment of presence that we have in this life.......so stop dreaming, and start living, in the only place of life given to us here.......begin to live with God; in His Eternal Now.
Of course, I can tell you to live in the now.......I can tell you of its importance in your walk with God.......but until you understand the why of it for yourself; within your own heart; you will not go far.

Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Painted






I saw a time before time,
When the voices
Given by the songwriter,
Rejoiced together
.......alive.......
In the music of creation,
And the colors of life;
Invested in the song,
As if it was our very own
.......painted.......
In the blush of a star.

Saturday, March 26, 2016

.......






on a fitful night
living from within the experience
the wild things of God
shelter their harvest
at the very core of my being
unfolding the soul
in visions from the fire
reaching through clocks
as a living encounter
a knowing.......beyond understanding
not a message.......there is no message
just a life that flows
perhaps that is the message
if there has to be a message

Wednesday, February 3, 2016

Whispers






My love steals
Across the land,
Like a dew.......
Provoking
Every scent and color.......
Till all lies before me;
Lustrous, and fragrant.......
If I cry to the heavens,
It is only that they may whisper to the earth.......
And the earth,
To the bursting lily,
And the wild vine, trailing on the hedge.......
And the bud, and the vine,
Into the heart of man.......
For I cannot shut out the hope of my love.

Monday, December 28, 2015

Dissonant Chords






Dissonant chords,
Shrouded, within the livid folds of life.......
Dance amidst the storm.......
Like fingers rushing across the keys.......
A music, mantled by dark shadows of lonely fear.......
Beguiling, like birdsong, in the middle of the night.......
Playing the souls of men.

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Synesthesia






Can you hear the colors.......
Does the music flow in a symphonic rainbow.......
And a word, masticate, like the tasting of creation.......
Why does the lighted photon speak to my heart
In the rhythm and pulsebeat of another land.......a world apart?

Saturday, November 14, 2015

11/13







There is still
A resonance of that original harmony,
Alive within me;
But in creation's song,
There quivers the bassful groan of death;
Although living.......
It is always dying:
We sing our songs,
Keeping watch that we are not
The next to die.......
In our communion
Between life and death;
Partaking of that which is dying,
With God's curse,
Coursing though its delicious veins.

Monday, November 2, 2015

I Want To Fly






I want to fly
Free across the sky;
Unbounded, by the fetters
Of my little world.......
I am transfixed by a wanderlust
That propels me,
Like fairy dust on the wind:
I want to see the stars,
To feel the winds that birth tornadoes,
To befriend the moonlight.......
Who so often guides me in its serenity;
I want to discover the beauty a land
Covered, in deep natural hues.......
The freedom to fly,
Is the freedom to wander
Across the land, as oasis one day,
And stormcloud the next,
To lift above it all,
And freely lay my bags behind.

Wednesday, August 26, 2015

Thoughts






Have we not pondered these things:
Even in childhood,
Through all our days,
And those long whimsical nights;
And have we not sung the songs
Which grew.......
Out of the revelation of the story within us,
And around us;
And have not these songs been born within us,
To direct, and encourage us into the story;
To become one with it,
We seek it out.......
We see it in flickers of motion;
And as we grasp.......
It is we who are apprehended by the story;
And by the Storyteller, Himself:
Truth is,
We, have been apprehended on our search,
But it is the glory of God, to daily renew Himself;
And this apprehension,
For each time of its seeing.......
Is its own renewal....... 
As if, this night of seeing it
As though I had not seen it before;
Does not mean that I have not seen it before:
I am not speaking here
About degrees of comprehension;
But of depths; of penetration.

Monday, July 6, 2015

A DAY






A Day


A day.......a new day.......
Risen upon us from the depths of eternity;
Girt, all around with wonder, and surprise:
A new day,
Emerging from the womb of darkness,
Into the light of our lives.......
It is a new creation of light and life,
Brought into being by the hand of God:
It is, in itself, one entire perfect sphere
Of space and time.......
Unique.......filled, and emptied of the sun.......
Yet, every past generation is represented within it,
It is, as in every day, the flowering of all history;
Richer, therefore,
Than all other days that have preceded it:
And into this new day, we too have been recreated,
Into new life, new opportunities, and new powers:
Called into this utmost promontory of now,
This moving center of all converging life;
It is for this day that we have been endowed,
It is for this day that we have been
Pressed, created, and surrounded.......
The sum of our entire being is concentrated here;
And today is all the time we absolutely have.

Saturday, May 23, 2015

An Utter Fascination






By light, I see,
In words, I hear,
And with touch, I feel;
Yet through my lips,
I can give no expression
Of my experience
Within the Holy:
Only an unmistakable knowing;
And a communion of transcendence,
Consisting, simultaneously,
Of fear and trembling;
Within an utter fascination.

Monday, May 4, 2015

Pain

Where is this reality?    
All that I see fades away,    
All that I touch withers;    
Yet the pain,
The pain remains,    
The pain is real:     
It comprehends
The counsels of eternity,
And the transactions of time;
It brings a unity
To the changing patterns
That surround us;
I hear the promise,
Yet I bear the performance:
One is favor,
The other is act;
And all in between is pain:
It is an exacting harmony.

Saturday, April 18, 2015



Memories


You know, next week, all my family will get together: my kids, grandkids, all of us; at Ariel's birthday party, up in Marion. As you might guess, with 6 kids and 10 grangkids, we do this often, on a regular basis. And, of course, it's always more than just a party; there's always a meal; alot of horseplay; and then we settle back in to enjoy each other and talk. We talk of kids, we talk of plans, we talk of events; but always, the talk returns to memories; for memories are how we relate and hold on to each other, as we grow and separate into our own lives, and individualities. Memories are what bind us together, as a family, and as a people.

We all tell the old stories; we laugh, we share, we pass them on, by sharing them with the grandkids. There are old stories from past generations, stories of joy and wonder, stories of pain, and there are new stories told; but it is not really stories that we are exchanging, we are giving and accepting the memories and times that make us who we are. And in this exchange, we are re-bonding; re-discovering; and re-igniting our love for each other; not only as a group, but as individuals. We love each other, because we know, and share lives with each other.

Memories are the proof of a life lived and walked out together.......they build the bonds and the substance of life itself.......they are our secret repository; our secret place, if you will, that both defines and expresses who we are.

Our Lord, during His life, on that last day, in those last hours, at that last supper; throughout His walk with them; gave the disciples memories.......living memories. A night of prayer; the soldiers after dark; a life surrendered; a woman at the well; a healing at the pool; something to eat; something to drink: memories.......as reminders of Him. Can you imagine those disciples, for all the rest of their lives, every time they shared their story.......spoke of our Lord.......ate a meal; those memories.......the memories of a life, and times together, came flooding back over them. They remembered that last meal together before His crucifixion. They remembered His washing their feet that night, they remembered His miracles, His teaching, His instruction, His promises, His death, His resurrection, and ascension ....... and so much more. Yet, there were other memories present as well: memories of failure pardoned; memories of sin forgiven; memories of a fall, restored. And these were passed on as well, empowered by the Spirit of God, to be emblazoned upon the heart of every lamb.

Come on now; look within yourself; do you not feel, can you not see these living memories within you? Have you not lived them out in your own lives? The wonder.......the joy.......the pain?

It is meant to be so, my friends, for our Lord, Himself knew that we would never properly value redeeming love, atoning blood, justifying righteousness, until we have walked the walk under the dominion of the enemy. Until the iron has entered our very soul, until the cuffs have bound and galled our wrists, and we can see our bleeding wounds, we would never truly feel our need of, or really even value the redemption that He has accomplished. 

Those who do not posses these living memories within themselves, know nothing of their own heart. We must be always reminded, see the memories, and know that we have no strength of our own. And thus.......our sins.......our falls.......instead of weights around our neck; become stepping stones into His living grace. They teach us our weakness, and by teaching us of these things; they lead us  into Christ's strength.

As, then, we learn our weakness; we begin to grow in His strength. Despairing of all strength in ourselves, we look to our Lord. It is only as we thus receive strength out of His fullness that we are made strong.......strong to believe.......strong to hope.......strong to love.......strong to fight; and persevere.......strong to walk with Him.  

I have walked with God for more than forty years; and yet I feel now weaker than ever. I am, in fact, all weakness. Though I have taught uncounted lesson on the Word of God; I have no power to open up any part of God's truth with utterance, liberty, life, or feeling. I stand with you this moment, as I stand before God: depending wholly upon His strength being made perfect in my weakness. If I have learned anything in all these years, it is that this secret place is not in the destination; it is in the walk.......a walk that builds within us an intimacy with Him that is shared and lived through the course of all of our everyday activities.......an everyday walk of unbroken communion in the secret places of our lives with our Lord.

The secret place is where we develop a walking relationship with God. Hidden in the secret place, we learn of Him, and we find out what pleases Him. Our inner chamber with Him becomes our training ground for a life that is rooted and grounded in relationship.......and relationship begins with communication; listening; speaking.......prayer.

Prayer, is relationship with God, at its most fundamental level.......this living, breathing bond with God brings the ability to savor life in all its pain, and wonder, to encompass the experiences, and see into God, at the heart of it all.

The initial movement in prayer is from God, who invites us, His chosen, into these foundational experiences of joy that focus our attention on Him.......and on our reason for being.......We need to recall and savor these memories of joy so that we will want to pursue this intimate walk; and through this quiet walk of prayer, take the time to notice the movements of the heart, in response to the questions that trouble us so.

A life in prayer is an unfolding journey of discovery through joy, wonder, and silence. When we linger, as friends on an aimless walk, enjoying each other's presence; when we give and take; when we ask, and even challenge; we look more deeply; and God’s revelation breaks through our own desires, and the bonds of intimacy deepen.......for this is the way of walks among friends; and the times of our lives, poured out into the lives of others.

It is in order that he may be able to give, that God seeks us to walk.......drawing, and driving us.......by opening us up to life; and by sealing us up in His prayer. Yet how can He give into the soul, while that soul cannot receive it? You see, my friends, the ripeness for receiving comes within the walk of life, and the prayer of faith.

As we walk; as we learn; we see that even those moments of memory.......moments of sharing.......are all about contact, and communion. In the relationship between our Lord and His Father, these moments are the language of their intimacy. Entering into this quiet walk, allows His Living Word to be sifted through the constant churning of our souls; calming the struggle within our hearts.......if we dare; in these moments, we can discover the freedom to let the beauty of God be revealed, and flourish through us.......such expressions of joy are the witness within us to this experience of beauty.......that hungering, heart-breaking love for beauty at its most sublime, and even beyond the reach of all that our desperation desires: the beauty of Being itself.......what lies at the heart of Being; and existence....... this wonder of beauty comes in the dawning understanding, that we are now a new creation.......one, in Him, beyond all of creation.

To be so attentive in the stillness of a new creation is seen as the purity of an unfolding prayer.......when we pray we co-create with God to raise wonder in the world.......when we draw closer to God, the memories of a life walked together, and the reflection of His love, is what others will perceive in us.......and as these things take on a new life, we become God’s instruments to generate new images of His beauty into the walk of a wounded world.

There are some of the most beautiful alliterations and similes in scripture depicting what God's people are, in relation to the world around us, while we are here on the earth. For example, the Bible will say that we are fields of golden grain, ripening for the harvest; we are the morning dew that refreshes the earth; we are branches of the vine, laden with rich fruit; we are the salt, and the light of the earth; but of all the similes to which God's people are likened, the one that speaks loudest to me, comes from the voice of Paul, 'Ye Are the Epistles of Christ,' you, me, all of us who bear the life of Christ within our bosoms, are the letters of God to world around us.

Our faith, written on the soul, and living in the heart, transforms into a living faith; to be seen and read by all.......in this, we, as His Light in this world, also, in some way, become His Word; His Living Word, to be seen, read, and known by all.

My friends, we are His word, in its most persuasive form.......there is a magnetism in the Light of the truth embodied within you by the power of His Spirit. No words or powers of man can match, or hide, the glow of the Living Word that radiates outward in His own power from a lamb, walking, as one, with his risen Lord.

We are His living words to all those around us, in their most enduring form; for His Words within us are Life Itself; they are Life's source, and witness, living, growing, breathing.......within you....... me, within all lambs. The books, and thoughts of men will perish, the paper we write on will rot away; our nation, and its institutions will one day disintegrate; but God's living witness to Life; abiding within His people will be here as long as life remains.

My friends, I guess what I'm really trying to say, is that if you are one with Him, walking with Him, then you, and your life are the message of Christ. It is in your heart.......it is in your blood.......it is in your prayers.......your cries.......it is your life. The testimony of God lives within you; it becomes the most fundamental part of who you; who we all are: we are the letters of Light, sent into the darkness. 'Ye Are the Epistles of Christ.' And without you, without us, there is no message, there is no testimony, and there is no witness. He testifies of Himself through us, through our lives. He is the Word; the Living, Incarnate Word; but we, my friends, are the parchments upon which He has written His marvelous Truth; and cast His living Light. We are an open letter; unsealed, public, before the eyes of the world. Whatever power, whatever appeal, whatever meaning He brings to the world of men through this Truth, He brings through us.

Wednesday, April 15, 2015

The Wheel

The wheel sleeps
On its own swiftness:
No pause of action,
No rush of
Renewed consciousness;
Only a thought:
Of a pleasure.......
Or a satisfaction.......
Or a strength;
To whom I turn,
When action pauses:
When life becomes,
For a moment, still.

Saturday, March 28, 2015

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Sunday, March 1, 2015

3/1






Poetry,
Clings about
The native soil
Of my heart:
Like trailing vines,
Wrapped
In life's embrace,
Enriching the land
Through every scent
And color,
Till all of life
Lies before me,
Luscious, and fragrant
As the first flush
Of the young crocus,
Slipping through the snow.